YourPandabear82

Hey guys!

I know it's...been awhile to say the least.

And I'm not actually returning for good. I wanted to let all my followers know that I am going to start pulling down pieces so I can actually try to get them published elsewhere. Recently I've been published in Painted Cave for my story Altru. I encourage you to check it out. If you're interested in following my writing, my writing blog is ChrisandGielsing on tumblr. It might be slow going at first, but I hope you guys will follow and message me. I do miss you all!

I think I made a mistake...

I think I made a mistake...

Hey all.

So. My journal thing hasn't been working.

But. I broke up with my boyfriend. He has my ladybug pillow pet and he said if I came to his house to get it back he'd call the cops. So I don't have my pillow pet.

I'm kind of hating myself and life right now. But I love all you. It evens out.

Hey all...

So, I haven't been posting in a long time. Things have been...complicated as I move onto my life in college all the way across the country.

I have been writing! It's just...most of it never ended up on paper. For awhile I'd been too depressed to write, and then intermittently I was too happy and lively to write. And then, I started writing all over, constantly. Just never on paper or on the computer. It seemed that suddenly I had all these great ideas, stories, parables...But they never quite made it outside my head.

Today was the first day in a long time that I had enough motivation to actually put my pencil down on paper. There was still something that seemed disappointing in Survival, but considering it's the first thing I've finished in a long time, I'll take it. Maybe someday I'll go back to these stories and fix them up. For now, I'm happy I've been able to complete them.

I hope that this will mark the beginning of a new age of my investment in writing and posting, but at this point I know better to promise anything. Especially with my internet acting up the way it has been recently.

I have really missed you all though. Sometimes it feels like the friends I've made on here are my only real friends, and recently I've felt so alone...

Anyways. Long story short. Here's a post, and I love you all.

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